Friendship and writing

Vlad Gansovsky

Michael knows what's going on inside my head. His clues are my bodily behaviours and His own understanding of how my mind relates to my body.

He breaks the mirror in which I am His double. He acknowledges my existence and I exist as a person.

Now I am speaking to Him through the silence and His voice is filling the room as if He was right beside me. I could see His face too.

At this moment He knows I need to remember and feel.

It is time which I am waiting for with great anticipation. Allow me to back up.

Life is so complicated, my friends, my real friends, as we have met ourselves I have had many words to say.

I have suffered a lot since I cannot share intimacies of our lives with each other.

The phone is not been enough. I need people physically.

We always understand how important are honesty and contact, this is all we need.

I have drifted my attention to my Sir, but I sometimes think that this right priority has left them feeling alone. I have not to think but occasionally I am felt alone too.

The distance hasn’t made for a perfect relationship, however, our bond, our connection, does.

During the meeting with Max and Alex, feelings are been instantaneous. We are together every chance we have. We have spoken about finding ways to be together more than a few times in a year.

Elisa’s eyes are been the first thing I have felt touching me, a sweeter awakening I couldn’t imagine.

Our words in person are been filled with melancholy and passion, so many memories. We have the most time lying on my bed or theirs, holding each other, talking and laughing.

We continue to experience something extraordinary.

My frustration is been so far away with no way to communicate with them, look in their voices, and most of all give them my presence.

I feel blessed for having them in my life and there are times when only writing some words can help you to share.

Happy to know they like me as much as I like them.